Susan Dennis (susandennis) wrote,
Susan Dennis

Stressed for no good reason

Tomorrow I have a breathing test and then another visit with the pulmonologist and I'm way more concerned about it than makes good sense. I've had the breathing test before. In fact, the breath tester guy even told me that tomorrow's test will be a strip down model from the one I had before. And the one I had before (4 years ago) was not a big deal.

I spent my whole swim today trying to imagine what the worst thing that could happen would be. I couldn't even come up with anything. The worst thing would be telling me I couldn't swim any more. Or else... what? It would cut my life short? If so, I'm way cooler with shorter swimming life than longer non swimming life.

Another worst would be having to be on oxygen 24/7. I know I don't need that.

I mean, really, there is no worst. So why in the world am I so stressed about it?

At least it's earlyish in the day - 10:30.
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