I have the freedom to get severely focused on the most ridiculous stuff. I have no one to edit me even when I really need editing.
I have no good reason to get a new refrigerator. Mine works fine. But, I have the money and I want one - kind of. So I found one that I really like and I sent an email at 7:28 this morning committing to pay a lot of money for the one I want.
It's now 2:15 and I have not gotten a response. My guy could have the day off. My email could have gone to his spam. I should hope he does not ever respond and I can put this whole new refrigerator idea away and save the nearly $1,300 bucks. Which would be good considering my investments are having a bit of a 'correction' recently.
When I came in the house after swimming the first thing I thought was, wonder if he's called or answered my email. Stupid. Had he done either, I would know it because I had my phone in my pocket and it chirps one way for phone calls and another for email. Yes, I could call him. Yes, I could run up there. Yes, I could send an email to their main email address. But I also feel like maybe if I do nothing, I will be able to save myself from myself.
I feel like if I can get past today, assuming he does not respond, then I can maybe put the whole thing in my rearview mirror and move on.
It's this kind of thing that makes me feel like I need more or different things to do in my life - sometimes. Kidding. A little bit.